Tired

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I feel tired every time I step foot in the morning. I always welcome the arrival of a sunny morning and a welcoming morning with a very warm greeting. I walked over to see the person closest to me who gave me a smile. It is my tiring medicine, even though the day looks very tiring, but there are things that always accompany me.

I went to run activities and met my friends telling each other about today. After the activity I returned home and carried out activities at home. The noisy voices of the people at home that sounded in my ears were like a story that became the story at the end of my day's activities. I gather with my family, share my days with them, sometimes there is a debate between us but sometimes there is fun that comes between us.

In the evening gathering I returned to my room, a place where that room is everything to me, a place where I feel happy, a place where I feel anger, a place where I feel anxious, a place where I feel scared, a place where I feel sad and also a place where I can vent my tiredness. The days that I go through contain a lot of feelings in them and here I let them all out. I started to lay my body on the bed hugging the doll that always accompanies my stories. I took a deep breath as if today was really hard for me even though I went through it full of smiles and laughter, gradually the feelings inside me started to get out of control and my tears came out, I'm not sad and I'm not angry I just feel suffocated and happy to have been through my heavy days with my smile and laughter accompanying me, tired of it and all treated just by closing my eyes. I entered my dream world where I could feel how beautiful the world was inside.

Sometimes, I'm tired of my activities, I'm tired of everything around me and I'm tired of my life, but without the fatigue that I experience I would not be able to get to where I am now.

Writer : Audina Puteri Fasya Theofany (Physiotherapy '21)

Editor : Salma Devy Andini (Communication Science'21)